Periphery of yellow weed, absent-minded artist swiping at mountain. Bitten brush. Weighted seine nets falling beneath the long ago water. Mourning distance, plate shards. Forgotten answers. Still I peer into history. Travel layered cake. Fingers curled under into perfect fists.
I carry steep expectations, inherited intolerance often screwed on tightly weathered wooden head, full of unspoken slights which I try and try again to discard replace with softer intentions, holding my six keys on a ring and an address book full of names of people who love me, regardless
in my messenger
bag with lipstick and Carmex
my iPad and keys
the little book that holds little
books a wallet
a plastic bag to use
if I go shopping
I carry five faded memories
which reminds me
what do you carry
everyday
And though it may be dry outside now there is recognizable assurance, trusted suspicion that you recognize the water will run again Yes, you can smell it the abundance of lilacs in this city every year, one after another the welcome of heady bushes purple and green against the ruddy earth, the little acequia the rain.